@ Jeff's guest room


Here I am, awake at 4am while chilling to Alison Krauss, thinking about my plans for next week and basically just relishing in the luxury of wasting time.

My body clock has screwed up. Lol... This is what happens after exams and during holidays. Mornings are non-existent.

Well, I think this is good training to be a nurse - to mess up your body clock as much as possible hahaha.


Sometimes I wonder if I will be a good nurse in future. Having a degree doesn't mean much, it only allows a headstart. It puts you in a better position initially. What you do with what you have is what matters after.

My ultimate vision is to introduce music into local hospitals. I don't know how is that possible, but I'm gonna start it somehow...





Music is really powerful I think. It has the ability to change the entire atmosphere. Stale air suddenly has life and energy in it. So, hopefully my patients will somehow get better.

I looked at my patients and think it'd be so boring for them to lie on the bed all day, so it's good to have some entertainment too.

Musicians need to have a little more human touch as well. So it's a win-win situation.


Perfect.

We shall see what happens 5 years down the road.



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Stuff like that often run through my mind.

Cos they are real nagging thoughts.

Like how I couldn't run away from thoughts calling me to be a nurse, though it's never my childhood dream. But until I address it, they will never cease haunting me.


Just like practising my instruments.

I am reminded of it day in and out.




And him...
Ok nvm...